Bump up with the most shit thing on my work today, hmm but this isn't "shitty" than the first week since i moved to damansara. A fussy host that i met today enough make me insane of her!! What i'm going to scream out 'W'ednesday 'T'hursday 'F'riday !! This reject , that reject but you have not enough pretty feature to carry on !! argggggggggggg!! Checked out on next week schedule , another day will b on that pro-gramme too , *fingers cross* hope that wont meet up that bitch too!!! Nonstop advised myself that actually this was knowledge gave by her nothing can block me to continue it .. and now im started understood what the senior told me before " i need have a thick face to face everyone of them no matter how worst the comment give by them " and this only can make me survive on this line. Sometimes i'm thinking there, am i not enough creative and suit for this job? but without this job what will b next? i cant imagine , the words totally hurt today , as usual of myself im trying to think other way escape from here, what a useless of myself . I spend lots no matter on finance or relation i broke lots because of maintain back what i want it . More deeply that , actually every place as long as stranger place starting sure cant run away from this condition . So b brave and stand up! ive lots of dream since stepped in here, but just worried im not enough qualify to achieve my dream so. Dont cry , cry doesnt help anything .
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