Lighters .

    I'm fall for piano sounds at the beginning alongside by Bruno Mars's soft voice.

Fuck up

Bump up with the most shit thing on my work today, hmm but this isn't "shitty" than the first week since i moved to damansara. A fussy host that i met today enough make me insane of her!! What i'm going to scream out 'W'ednesday 'T'hursday 'F'riday !! This reject , that reject but you have not enough pretty feature to carry on !! argggggggggggg!! Checked out on next week schedule , another day will b on that pro-gramme too , *fingers cross* hope that wont meet up that bitch too!!! Nonstop advised myself that actually this was knowledge gave by her nothing can block me to continue it .. and now im started understood what the senior told me before " i need have a thick face to face everyone of them no matter how worst the comment give by them " and this only can make me survive on this line. Sometimes i'm thinking there, am i not enough creative and suit for this job? but without this job what will b next? i cant imagine , the words totally hurt today , as usual of myself im trying to think other way escape from here, what a useless of myself . I spend lots no matter on finance or relation i broke lots because of maintain back what i want it . More deeply that , actually every place as long as stranger place starting sure cant run away from this condition . So b brave and stand up! ive lots of dream since stepped in here, but just worried im not enough qualify to achieve my dream so. Dont cry , cry doesnt help anything .  

1 year later of myself.

After long long months goes on, finally im back here! Just recalled back the last updated by myself which is 1 year ago and i had a s'pore trip with chubby aka joand chu. Within 1 year, everything changed , babes are one by one leaved , all are separate places that we're staying now. For sure just nonstop missing them when have any celebration , when getting bore , when bump up on weekend time just like we used to be movie together , steamboat together , hang out together , parties together .. Life is changing according age growing , every single things change and i've used to it even how hardest of the case . But seen the pics posted by everyone of them realized that we all have a healthy life. I think i'm the one who faced the fierce cased comparing with them, i learned how to face the worst problem, i learned how to solve , i learned how b brave facing every shit thing and 1 more thing i learn to b social women too. Thanks for the task that im working now which giving me lots of experienced . This is growing way that everyone will go through . If you ask me " are u enjoy with your current job?" i will say " yes of course, for this few years my job just nonstop changed, but i think this job only can stay me back on work. " hehe!! i love this job seriously , i will pay everything until last. I found my way .